Ebbing

Sometimes I don't where to go
Sometimes I don't know what to know
Listen to my heart it doesn't speak
Try to hear the world but it just screams
All these words of love and losing life
Don't understand what is their strife
When they are rolling in limousines
And drinking decaf in silverware so pristine.

Tried the church but never felt so lost
Tried the drugs but didn't get off the low
Tried the family but what to say
Tried to sleep but never dreamed a day
So I give up and sit back down
Life is happening fast all around
My heart is dying but it makes no sound
It doesn't take dirt to be underground

Don't look in my eyes if you want light
i don't give a damn about other's plight
Sympathy takes more than I can give
I don't feel enough to be
The kind of person I portray
Liars don't need energy past breath
But am I lying if it's the way
I truly feel or rather can't.