O is not for obsessed

It's been....okay so counting the days; hours and minutes since that first kiss is a little extreme. It's just that I'm psycho (read eccentric) and I like (love) to detail (dwell) on things that affect me (like the kiss) and wonder if it'll happen again (like this up coming week) and if the guy (not mine :P) is thinking about it too; cause I sure do believe I was awesome(yeah; I admire myself). It's not an everyday thing and the obsessing (looping it over and over again) is freaking me out. I guess I don't want to lose the memory...but if it's considered to never have happened; what's the loss in forgetting it?